I stand still and blankly stare As water permeates my hair and runs off my head Wait for the ride to where I've an empty bed And I wonder if she'd care if I spoke the things I left unsaid The latest whom I hoped would spare Me from myself when I'm alone As I wait for the bus back home Like the trees I'm seeing on the ground I reflect on those Things I swore they'd never know ; my core beneath the show I don't know for whom I'd go ahead and shed light on what might be under the coat I wear to stay dry as I try to control the clouds But no seraph has come down to where if I'm honest none belong I've not heard the sweetest song Just the drops against the street The last hope I hold is that I'll meet her and sweep her off her feet The record won't skip, I'll stop repeating But keep the beat and never trip on my words or on my feet i stand there, wet, and think 'and yet, I still long for someone i've never met' And each day i have to accept Perhaps my waiting is in vain No hope, no gain Just me standing in the rain